Daily Draw: (7)Snake +(36)Cross + (19)Tower
Hmm, I hate to admit it, but it looks as though the draw before and this one, is referring to me personally. God do I hate to admit it!
The (7)Snake is trouble, no other way to cut it; and the (36)Cross is worry, sadness, anguish..tho oppressive weight of things not being right in the world. When you combine them, Snake+Cross can become mental or physical abuse, suffering.
The (19)Tower can mean large institutions etc., but it can also represent a type of person…a person with a big ego, and who has arrogance. They feel inwardly, and present it outwardly, that they are somehow morally superior. The Tower person can be overbearing, have high expectations and ideals, and are very bright. They can be egocentric.
Add this to the previous combination, and you have a person who, (maybe without even realising it), has been the catalyst for a degree of suffering, mental anguish.
Now here’s the ironic part- I could place this around 2 people I know. One person is very close to me, and has definitely triggered hurt in me; and another is at large, who’s actions and words have caused quite a few people confusion and hurt. Either fits the bill.
Unfortunately for me, I can’t dismiss the personal aspect of this, because of one or two former draws. There have been arguements on one private matter, that have really left me wondering what to do next….it’s not a matter of ‘leaving’ in the classic sense, but wondering how to resolve this important issue…the whip (arguements) and crossroads(hesitation, trying to decide what to do next) fit all too well.
One of my peers, had said that it wasn’t about splitting, but wondering what to do next- I just don’t like admitting that I can relate to this draw:(