Daily Draw: (11)Whips + (23)Mice + (24)Heart extra card: (31)Sun
I apologise for being MIA, I’ve been going through a bit of a tough time :(….arguements and stress that left me sick with a stomach bug for a few days. I am definitely being tested.
Ironically, this is what I drew this morning, after not having done one in a few days… The Whip and the Mice show the stress filled arguements that have permeated as of late. It has not been a happy home. The Heart shows that it has affected my heart/emotions….it’s left me feeling pretty low and wondering how I will pivot and forgive. The only silver lining is that the extra card was the Sun, as it shows something better coming, and the Heart+Sun denotes a happy relationship….hmmm.
I have spent the last few days doing whatever I can to lift my vibrations and heal my heart…a lot of Abraham (!) and Caroline Myss and You Can Heal Your Life movie :) they keep me afloat.
So hopefully the tide will turn, otherwise I might take a holiday from everything!update: Well, it’s certainly far from perfect….sigh…. but the sun did start to “dawn” this evening, or should I say the iceberg of the last 4 days started to melt! It’s a hell of a way from being OK, or normal, but we were talking, (!) and in the same room for a couple of hours (!) which is a major improvement. I’m still sleeping in the “guest room” ! but I guess this drawing is on it’s way…. I’ve got to admit, that since the really nasty stuff seems to come true, (and quickly), then I’ve got to believe that the good stuff is going to come true too….Right?! lol sigh- God, life is really quirky at times…..Happy Canada Day…