Reading using Madame Seaqueen’s trigger layout~
PAST NOW IMMED SOON
This morning I did two Trigger layouts; one for my husband, and one for myself. My husband’s reading was over-the-top positive! money coming, success, recognition blah blah blah 🙂
Mine was the complete opposite! but for good reason. I’m dealing with a personal issue that has knocked me sideways, and is forcing me to deeply think about how I view myself, my life, and even womanhood. I’ve agreed to an operation this Fall, that I have spent alot of time and energy resisting for years. So, here are my topsy turvey cards:
Trigger row: Book+Woman+Tree+Coffin – The Tree +Coffin combination really cuts to the chase on this one; it’s describing a woman who is either deeply depressed, or who’s life force is seriously low. I’m afraid that I can identify with both at the moment. My medical problems have left me continually struggling with severe anemia. I think the Book before all this is saying that it’s a bit of a surprise that this woman is so deeply depressed! (I am the positive thinker of the family, always pivoting and finding the silver lining in every situation…. I have not been able to do so around this matter, and I have surprised my family, I think, in being quite down! they don’t know how to respond!)
Past, or leaving: Sun+Book+House- none of the combination meanings that I’m familiar with really fit in this case, so I read it singly. There was success, joy, optimism, victory (Sun) that came as a surprise (Book) for the family (House). Actually, this is true! We just won a court case after 6 years of fighting- that was definitely a surprise victory!
Now: Cross+Woman+Clouds – Unfortunately, I think this describes how I’m feeling right now. I am filled with grief and pain, and an awful lot of uncertainty. I just haven’t gotten my energy aligned yet with having this surgery, and yet I know that the time has come…it’s my resistance that causing me all the pain.
Immediately: Birds+Tree+Tower- The Tree+Tower represents the hospital at the moment, and I am due to go in tomorrow for tests. I thought I was going to go on my own, but the Birds may be saying that my husband is going to want to accompany me. The Birds can represent companionship/couples, as well as talks, meetings, etc. It’s possible that we have a deep spiritual conversation while we’re there. (if you knew us, you’d know that things like that happen in the weirdest of places! lol)
Soon: Mice +Coffin+Heart- Well, this was a promising end to a not so nice week or so 🙂 The Mice+Coffin is saying that there will be a calming down, relief, no more stress….and with the Heart, it’s just expanding it to say that my emotional pain will be relieved in some way. The trauma I feel, will lessen. Thanks for that!
I think one other thing to note, is that this reading begins with the Sun and ends with the Heart; so it seems to be reassuring me that this will all pass, and that my heart will be full again…..update: I can partially update that the Immediate row (Birds/Tree/Tower) came true today- hubby surprised me by wanting to come and be supportive at the hospital while I had some tests done. Ironically, he also brought with him his latest metaphysical-type book on 2012, and as we were waiting for me to be called, ended up in that “spiritual conversation” that I joked about! lol these cards really fit the bill 🙂 so hopefully very shortly I will be feeling alot better emotionally too… boy, am I ever trying.