A week of turmoil
I have been absent for a bit. I had a very difficult, personal week or so and wondered if I would ever blog again!
Ironically, at a point when I was blissfully going along, thinking all was fine; I did a spread that was pretty dire and showed me very unhappy. I could only guess that I was going to get news from outside that was painful. It turned out to be within the home.
The blowup started, and I was trying to be the voice of reason, (without any luck). Tempers, at least on the other side, got way out of control. During this time, part of a reading showed these cards:
It turned out that I got a glimpse of an email that hurt me to the core. Cross+Letter = painful news, in this case an email that causes great hurt. The outcome of seeing that email, was major shock & quickly trying to make decisions (scythe).
This was true, the email had to do with correspondence with our bank, and not telling me about it.
The rest of that spread had everything turning around in a positive manner! and as I was going through that hell, I couldn’t see how on earth it would turn around! I am very grateful and humbled that it has.
I deeply love my husband, and want to remain together – we’ve been through more than our fair share this past year or so- and sometimes all that stress gets the better of the relationship, sadly.
I then got draws like this one:
This was talking about our relationship. For one, it’s definitely karmic! lol but it was also very clearly telling me that he is my soul mate (tree+dog) and that we are meant to be together long term (anchor); that I am on the right road with this man. I know that deep down- it’s just hard when you’re in the midst of “It”-
Yesterday I drew these cards:
Clover/Key meaning lucky break, twist of fate, in the “health”(Tree) of the relationship (Heart).
In draws with the Sibilla and Kipper, it showed healing transformative talks that improved things; and also receiving a gift from my mate – which happened later the same day 🙂
So these cards will show you everything! sometimes alot more than you want to know personally, or more than you can imagine…
I can write now, after all the heat and heartache is gone, but couldn’t before. Forgive my absence – hopefully there won’t be any more nasty surprises. The cards seem to indicate good things in the near future:)